Presentation Day!

Another two more days to my thesis proposal presentation on Friday.
Good thing mine is on the last day cos i've been procrastinating a lot. Just started to draft out my speech now. Sorry for being so emotional the past few days.

I've vowed to myself that 'I won't let him see me fall!'. I won't fall, i won't be so emotionally driven, i will FOCUS on my future. Suckers like him doesn't deserve my tears and sweat! Funny thing is, until now he's still acting dumb, like as if he doesn't know what is happening. Still asking me why i ask him to leave me alone and don't find me anymore. What is wrong with people like him? I mean, why does he still finds me when he already has a gf. Such a blow to my ego! As if he's showing off or something. I seriously felt like i've been played. So stupid of me!

All this time i was thinking, whether i should let go or tell him the truth, i thought i had the upper hand. But suddenly he tells me he's dating another girl. Imagine my shock and anger. I mean if you don't like me, stop wasting my time, stop playing with me! Stop giving me stupid hints and false hope!

And you know? At the very end of all this, he says "I hope we still can be good friends like before". If he was in front of me at that time, i swear i would have strangled him. Idiotic acting dumb player! Yes, i labeled him as player cos i wasn't his first victim. Should have learn from his history.

Anyway, don't worry people. I'm fine now. Just wanna focus on my studies now. :D
Btw, wish me luck for my presentation on Friday! :D

New Skin!

Decided to change the old skin cos too boring and too confusing. Took me a few hours to decide the skin, downloaded a few but had problems with the coding. Hehe... so after consultation with uncle Lim, Eddy and Jian Ming, i decided to choose this. Easy, simple and minimal.

The old template caused me so much trouble. I can't use the widgets function, cant edit the layout unless i change the html. So much problem.

Anyway, just a short update here.
I quit from playing the game, and trying to solve the puzzle. For that puzzle has found another new puzzle. Yea, and in the process, i got burned. Pretty bad, i think. I'm just pissed at myself for falling for sucker like him. Should have seen it coming after all the advice given by Eddy and Jian Ming. So stupid of me, felt like i've been played.

I'm an idiot for falling for a sucker like him. Just wish that this won't screw up my thesis proposal presentation this Friday.

Blog's not dead yet!

Surprise! i'm back...

sorry for the long absence....really have no motivation to blog anymore. And lazy too.
The last few months was somewhat a downtime for me. But i shall not blog about sad stuff...

It's already october now, and i'm gonna get older soon...23 is such an old number. lol.
Currently, i'm sort of busy with my thesis. Yea, only sort of. I still have the luxury to sleep for one whole day, and not do anything but sleep, watch tv, and online (like today!).

And i got myself a laptop! WEE~~~~
All thanks to my big bro, Mickael and dad... *big grin*
Sometimes, i just wish the family can stay intact in one piece. Communication is almost non-existent in my family. I can't remember the last time all of us sat down and eat and talk happily... Yes, we do go out eat for dinner on special occasions but we don't talk that much anymore.. :( But well, i guess ppl grow apart as they grow older. It's inevitable.

I online everyday now, and go to lowyat forum everyday. I'm addicted to it already... -_-"'
September was the most emo month of the year. Everything just didn't seem right and i was constantly in a bad mood. And the reason? Because of misunderstanding with someone. It's so tiring to play guessing games and figuring the other person. Doesn't help that the other person is so complicated and emotionally-withdrawn. I should have listen to Eddy back then. And the worst thing is, i'm still playing the game.

My friend once told me "I can't help it, i'm just addicted to solving the puzzles!". I guess that's what's happening to me now. Unless i solve the mystery and puzzle, i will still be stuck in this game. While i'm playing the game, i know i need to be careful of the fire and the outcome, of course. Heck, what am i trying to say here?? Suddenly got fire, games and all.... lol

Anyway, i've decided to adopt the 90/10 principles into my life. We can't control 10% of events in our lives, but we can control the other 90%. Just basically telling us how to control the situation, which i'm really bad in. You can google if wanna know more about this....
lol, sorry, i'm lazy to find for you. Hopefully, i can become a more controlled person, and less driven by emotion. :)

One step at a time...

Lost my hp...

hey friends,

Today is the unfateful day that i lost my phone.
I was 18 when i got my first phone ( i use my one month salary to get it!). Then, 2 years later, i lost it. Then i got a cheap nokia phone (my bro's spare hp), those old old super big nokia phones. Finally last year my bro bought me a new phone for my 21st birthday. The phone was not even a year..
In 4 years time, i lost 2 phones. kanasai.

Lol. But it's ok la... I'm gonna get a cheap phone already, don't want an expensive phone. No one's gonna steal an old big, and no value nokia phone.

I'm gonna buy Toto, my hp number and today's date. Lol.
9758 and 1307. Don't say i never tell you.

Moved!

It's been two weeks since i last moved. Most hectic two weeks ever, and stressful.
I think i've lost some weight :D

It's exam week now.. What a bad timing to move.

Can't believe it's gonna be July soon. There goes half of 2009.

I can't sleep early nowadays. Even if i have morning 8am class the next day, i will still sleep at 2-3am. It's not that i'm that busy but it's just that i cant get used to sleeping early. Usually will be half awake in morning class. Grr...hate morning class so much. Why do people have to sleep and wake up so early?

And if there's morning exam, my brain will only start to think halfway through the exam. Thank goodness morning exams are only for quizzes and midterm.

So, this is it...

We're moving end of this weekend!

Frankly, i don't like my new house, it's so much smaller and the neighborhood sucks. The malays there are so different from the malays back in section 11. I would say they're more racist and unfriendly... Oh well, i don't have any choice..

Anyway, none of my friends know where is my new house is but it's still in Shah Alam, 10 minutes ride from my old house. Maybe after we've settled down and everything, there will be a housewarming. MAYBE. But not so soon.

Shah Alam folks, if you guys wanna lend a hand this weekend to help me move, you're very much welcome :)

Klang folks, stay tune for more info...hehe

Others, please do pick up the phone when i call ok.